KILLING WARNING

I dunno how to be happy.Kase sa tuwing magiging masaya ako lungkot ang kapalit.

I dunno how to care about myself.Kase wala naman nakakaalam tuwing nasasaktan ako.

I want myself feel my dying body.
WEAK.That's me.

I always scaping my problem.
CRY.That 's the only solution.

I want to die.And the last question is HOW I KILL MYSELF SLOWLY?