Hiding Her (BEN DROWNED X Reader)

"Go ahead. Kill me! Like I have anything to live for." she said as I had her pinned up against the wall of her bedroom, I can't believe it I have this young beautiful girl here and she wants to die..I froze never once in my life has a victim wanted to die.."Well?" she said her throat sounded dry and her eyes looked watery. I can't... I can't do it..