situations suck

MAJOR WARNING:
I wrote this when I was in a VERY bad place of mind. I DON'T suggest reading this unless you truly are not affected by books, and if you aren't gonna think of doing violent actions to yourself.
With saying that,this book has many triggers.
Drinking, pills, self harm, rejection.
This description is the only warning because I don't know how to change the order of chapters.
I'm only posting this because I've moved on from that state, and things have gotten way better now.

There's your warning, please let it soak in before reading.