Prologue.

This is a fanfiction about a girl, called Alex Holt, who is a self harmer and has severe depression.

Michael Clifford, her best friend since her childhood, has just came back from his first tour with his band and finds out shocking secrets about her. He thought she was fine but it seems like she wasn't. Michael was too focused on his band and how to make it successful, and Alex got worse because she felt ignored. She didn't feel loved anymore. He only parent, her dad, was away, and so was her sister and she had no one but him. Faking smiles and trying to look happy had become a daily routine to her so no one noticed, not even him, until he catches her self harming and understands in what situation she got herself into.