If.

"I promised, I trusted. Could I ever forgive myself for what happened? That you lied, that you deceived? --My friend. My lover. My killer."

Anna fell for who she thought was the perfect man; sweet, funny, loving. But there was one thing that wasn't on her list, him putting a bullet to her head.
After two years in therapy and most of another remembering how to be the Anna her friends are waiting for to come back. A surprising new twist comes into her life and teaches her what it's like to find real love again.