Everything is gray

⚠self-harm
⚠language
"Everything is gray his hair, his smoke, his dreams," the brunette says weakly. the blondes head shoot up to the brunette "y-your alive" the blonde stutters over his own words. the blonde ran over to the brunette and hugged him tightly "Ofc Sammy I told you I'd never leave you" the brunette, says "but why?
the blonde asked curiously "why what?" the brunette ask "why do you cut yourself" the blonde says crying "because I love you and I can't take the pain of knowing I will always be number two and I know you're still in love with her, it's obvious."