Constellation

I think about him, actually dreamed about him tonight, it was not planned, it was not even scientifically possible, but it still happened. Light dream, deep feelings. Felt so real, I hold him I kissed him, he wanted a peck and I smiled and kissed him again, my mom hated it, she did not like it, she was there, she saw everything and I did not complain. So... what does this dream mean? What does it mean for me?
I believe it is a goodbye, my soul saying goodbye to what was not meant to be, and to what is never going to happen.