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It took Shen Yue four years to realize how difficult it was to be in a relationship with someone who wasn't always physically there. At first, she convinced herself that they can always make up for the lost times, but as time passed by, it dawned on her that perhaps, she only still loved him because she was constantly missing him, and not because she still did. She tried, though. She focused her energy into loving him until one day, she finally acknowledged that they were just spectators in their own relationship; that they had turned into stargazers watching each other shine from afar. She was happy for him but she didn't feel like an active contributor in his life anymore; she was proud of him but she felt like a fan and not his girlfriend; and she wanted to be with him to catch up with his life and simply talk about the dumbest of things. Arguably, one can say that she became incredibly confused, but Wang He Di didn't. While she chose to walk away, he planted his feet solid on the ground, never fading away, citing love as the only reason why he still remained.
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