chapter 1

So Ben's marriage to Ciara is over, after the divorce to Ciara is finalized. Ben tries to keep his head high as asking Alexandria bring out a new album and tour as begin. Although that doesn't stop Ben from falling into a deep depression and the old life of sex drugs and rock n roll is back for Ben. Weeks of sex drugs and drink Ben goes on a night out with the rest of the guys, at the bar Ben meets a women and brings her back to the tour bus. But does Ben just see her as a fuck as he believes his incapable of love, does she win his heart or is the sex drugs and rock n roll life to much for her...