Chapter 1 (The beginning with two ends)

Harry Styles and Zayn Malik are the only people who I truly would die for. I live alone with my brother Liam now that my parents have passed away. I love Zayn Malik and as hard as I try I can't get over him, he was the only person I ever truly loved. Even after he cheated on me, or so I thought, and we broke up. I couldn't get his face out of my mind and right when I even try to move on he always shows up. Then there is Harry. In his life of casual sex and womanizing I thought I was nothing to him. I was wrong. I'm starting to fall for Harry more each day, but Zayn comes back into my life and makes everything so perfect, until Zayn's childhood sweetheart moves back in town. When Zayn is almost torn from life I understand I can't live without him, but why does it hurt me to see Harry gradually moving on. Amanda, Danielle, and Clara are my only true friends, I can't trust anyone. Especially Jenna, she is here to get revenge and won't stop until there's blood. I don't even know what to think anymore, so many secrets, so many lies, so much drama. Plus I have to help my friend Niall through his crazy drug additions. I'm completely and utterly in love with two guys, two amazing, beautiful guys. Two amazing, beautiful guys that I would die for.