An Undeserving Life

It may not be the best story, but it's just made for me personally.

A person that has gone through many ups and downs in his life, decided that one day he'll have no choice but to end it all and to wait out this day for him to decide. Without much thought about family or friends, he felt alone and depressed. Until that day, his thoughts turned into action and did the most impossible. However, he believes this to be a terrible curse.