Giving Each Other Feeling » z.m l.s

Coming home from war was terrifying. I had seen so much and all of a sudden I was with my caring boyfriend, feeling okay? I killed people. I fucking shot them because we had a feud with another country that was shit. It was shit. I am shit. I feel like shit too. And, the worst part is, Niall still loves me. I love him back of course but he loves a murderer. He loves someone who took away someone else's loved one. When I was young, people told me war changes people in many ways. I, Zayn Malik, have experienced that first hand. (Main Ziall Horlik and side Larry Stylinson)