The difference between love and hate

I don't get why I'm the one getting in trouble. I didn't do anything.
Yes I did take part in it, but nothing serious.
I never thought in my life I would end up here.
In jail.
Before I would be too scared to call people out but Ellyn brought the worst out of me.
Now who is Ellyn?
No one except Josh's, criminal sister.
Or so I thought
I never knew what I was getting myself into.
I thought I was doing this for the better good and clear up my mistakes.
But I was wrong. Horribly wrong.
And you know what's the worse thing is?
While I'm here, Josh and Ellyn are probably sitting at the beach getting themselves wasted with beer.
My life is great huh?
Now you might be curious. What have I done to deserve to be behind bars.
Well kick back and enjoy the story.
For the story will tell you everything.