A freindship that saved my life

I'm scared, it was hard going through it. I haven't felt so lonely in a while. I can't move on, I just can't. I wish she was with me. But then I met you, our friendship is so strong it actually made me be myself again and all I can say is thank you. People say that we're waiting and stuff like that. But I wouldn't plan on fairing her I'm just to scarred that i will be rejected again. I'm scarred of rejection