An Imperial Affliction

I felt her eyes watching me but if I turned back I knew I would feel it. If I knew loving her would only cause me pain in the end, I wouldn't have fell for her. She took my pain away and healed me completely, if I knew she was suffering inside behind all her smiles and laughs I would've tried.

"I love you -" Before she continued I slammed her bedroom door, my heart broken just within seconds. A loud sob from her, broke me even more. She was slowly dying and I didn't even know. What type of boyfriend am I?