A realisation

"Every time they were in the slightest danger Octavius would take his hand.
Jed didn't want to think about what this meant for him and Oct. It was too horrible to think that he could be... no, he wasn't. This was just something Oct like to do to calm his nerves."

Octavius is always holding Jedidiah's hand but what does does Jed think of this? What does he think of Octavius?

[[Warning boyxboy, don't like it, don't read it. No smut (yet) tho]]