Chapter 1

Living life in the idol world can be hard sometimes. Always feeling like you have to be picture perfect and happy no matter what the hell is happening. Life doesn't work that way, doesn't want you to stay happy all the time, and it's dangerous when you bottle your emotions inside.

So, what happens? What happens when a girl randomly walks into your life and turns it all the way the fuck around? When you hardly know who you are anymore, when you hardly know how to feel anymore? Can she change you and make you learn how to feel again? Teach you how to show emotion again? Or is it far too late for it to be helped?