If I Could Go Back

Grew up in a small neighborhood. If I could go back then trust I would. Gained the best friend that said that I could. Lost the past now and it's misunderstood. If I could go back, there would be no second thoughts. Trying find my purpose in this empty parking lot. Drowning from the memories that's coming from my lost. Figure I should show everybody what my life cost. I am dedicated to my new life. Thinking about all the people that always tend to thrive. Sick of these short trips, lookin for the long ride. Gonna make the big hits, jumping to the good side. Cuz I am riding. Trynna stop the fighting. We don't need no lying. Got the source for the trying. Get the money for the buying. I am living but I'm hiding. Got no time for the sighing. I've been making all the diamond. And Ive been feelin like I'm flying. Now ya...don't know what I'm supposed to do. Do I make a wish to try to keep it up with you? Do I think of going back and not to mention you. Or should I sit and relax and see u with some other dude. Now I'm thinking ups and downs when I was hanging with the crew. Dang I just realized that right there is nothing new. Trynna get the limits and I'm pretty sure I'll seem em soon. I'm gonna make population loving me this afternoon. If I could go back, there'd be nothing that I wanna lose. Trynna punch back but there's nothing there that you could bruise. Stab me in the back, but I should of been warning you. That Ive come back and I'm stronger like I'm bulletproof...