My Mental State

I've been told that writing my feeling would help me. So let's see if that is true, shall we?
Warning this could contain triggering topics.
This is only for my vents; when (and IF) I publish these, do not get overwhelmed. I know people who personally know me follow this account but don't worry. It's just me venting some feelings... does NOT mean that is how I truly feel; it's just how I feel/felt at that time.