Getting My SQUIP

Hi! My name is Anne, and I love Be More Chill. So, I got a check for around 500 dollars a little while ago, and a girl in school was actually telling me about SQUIPs. So, I went to Payless, got a SQUIP, and used a mix of regular and white out Mountain Dew to activate it, so that it could have a physical form when it wants to. What have I gotten myself into?