Introduction

The only thing that Jungkook has known for the past five years of his life is pain. All he wants is someone to love, someone who loves him. He hopes that when he goes to meet the members of the band he has gotten into, he will be happy, and that they will love him........

But things don't always go our way........... do they?

‼️TRIGGER WARNINGS‼️
1. Sexual abuse
2. Abuse
3. Angst
4. Age gaps (Kook is 15, Jin and Yoongi are 23, other members still older but a little closer in age)
5. Depression
6. Suicidal thoughts
7. Self-harm

THIS STORY IS A BETTER VERSION OF MY OLD BOOK, "NEVER KNEW I WOULD REGRET" READ THE LAST CHAPTER OF THAT ONE BEFORE READING THIS!