Chapter 1: Insecurities

Sometimes.

That is not a word Jordan Miller wants to think about. She'd rather have everything either all at once or not at all. Sometimes just doesn't make sense to her.

No one seems to love her, to understand her, to be there for her. Her mind is a scary, dark place. No one knows about her thoughts or her suicidal attempts. She goes about life in her normal fashion, hoping no one will notice the bandages on her wrists. And if they do, that they'll believe the story about her slipping on glass. Most of the time, she covers them up with an oversized hoodie.

She'd rather die than live life with all this pain. She'd rather just be taken away from everything that's ever hurt her.

That is, until someone notices her cuts.