Chapter 1

su·i·cid·al ˌso͞oiˈsīdl/ deeply unhappy or depressed and likely to commit suicide.

Were just all suicidal kids. At one point were going to break and kill ourselves. I didn't think the love of my life would kill herself she didn't know what the after affect would be.
Niall has to deal with the pain of losing his girlfriend Lyric. Every day and everything he does reminds him of her. He has to go through his own battles now. Lyric left an after affect and Niall is it.