Introductions

All my life, I was raised by Chaos herself. Born with no father and raised to cause discord everywhere I am. I am the one who holds all the chaos. Everywhere I go and anyone I meet, all will avoid as if I were the plague itself. I sometimes wonder why? Why was I born this way? Why couldn't I be like the others? Why do I not have a father? Why is Chaos my mother? Who am I?