Red, Whiskey and, Smoke

My secret letter to my former crush. He was a storm I couldn't handle then and wouldn't want to now. let me clarify too when I say" hands dipped under the covers " I don't mean that I was touching myself I mean that I was embarrassed that I was thinking about what had happened that day and was like thinking about the kiss. This person and I kissed a lot and yea it got hot and super heavy but it never went farther than that (which at the time was really unfortunate
)so yes.