Forbearance

Conflate
transitive verb
-·flat′ed, -·flat′ing
to combine or mix (two variant readings into a single text, etc.)

My name is Sergio. I wasn't looking for her, but she fell right out of the sky literally and directly into the crevices of my heart. She gave me hope in the literal sense, and now we have to figure out a way to get her back home so what if I don't want to leave what if I'm going to sabotage a way to keep her forever?