What Is Your First Thought?

This is just a short story I wrote in class.

Basically the premise of the story is about the character's, or basically the reader's, first thought in 2 scenarios. One really bad and sad scenario. The other a better but still kind of sad scenario.

The reason I wrote this was:
1. I was bored out of my mind in class
2. I asked my friend to give me a prompt and what she gave me was: "Write a stort about what you would do if your friend was angry at you and suicidal" and I went on that.

I nearly cried writing this so...yeah