Chapter One

Phil Lester is the kind, funny, and popular kid. everyone loves him, and he has what seems like the perfect life. The social butterfly that wants to be friends with everyone. Even Dan Howell. Who is quite the opposite, however. He's known as the quiet emo boy who sits in the back of the classroom listening to Fall Out Boy when he thinks the teacher isn't looking.

Little does anyone know that Dan is slowly cracking on the inside, and that he is just one little hit away from breaking completely.

Warning: mentions of suicide, depression , self harm, and abuse.
(Also- there is swearing..)