Forever?

I'm dying, I'm alone but who's to say that is wrong . I'm going to be alone forever now and I'd rather be alone then have him or others back . My heart may be shattered and the cracks still growing but no matter how shattered or torn I am you can't get me to physically be gone, you made me love you and then you choose her , my cheeks forever stained with the tears from my heart
My eyes never dry
My life never put back together