Chapter 1

Ashton has never been the happiest and has never thought highly of himself, but soon he learns being famous, while it can be great at times, has its down sides. He gets tremendous amounts of hate on a daily basis which certainly doesn't help his self-confidence. He finds himself with an eating disorder. All of this piled on top of having a crush on his friend and bandmate, Calum, whom he is convinced will never love him back. Will it be too much for Ashton?

***Trigger warning: depression, self harm, eating disorder***