A SINGLE CHANCE

Everything seemed so surreal.
So surreal that I didn't bother to interfere.
I let everything go with the flow,
to the point that it is hard to let go.

So when the tables turned 360 degrees from what I was expecting.
It broke me down.
Down into pieces that I blamed myself for being so careless.
Being childish to not see what was in front of me.
And to not appreciate what God has given me.

Now, I am standing here in front of her.
In a place where God can see me and hear me out.
Wishing for one single chance.

A single chance to bring back everything from the start.
Even if it means, loving her from afar.
But it seems, impossible.

Because I think God will never hear me out.