Description
Cleopatra and Ernest Hemingway are two of the most famous suicides. Isabel Edwards is yet to become one - in searching for the answer for the biggest question of her life - if being a TV actress is the rigor of being psychologically challenged that lead her to feel incapable of quitting a job of maintaining a high social status, or she's really passionate of being a TV actress and she just have to go with the flow of life as a means of maintaining her mental health. Diagnosed and treated with OCD or obsessive-compulsive disorder and severe major depression simultaneously when she was 16, a one-year theater program had been her convalescence. She was discovered and debuted her career as a TV actress in the UK at the age of 18. She took television media by storm, and she believed that the only way for her to be healthy-minded is to be complacent; it later would make her feel like she's just surviving and not living her life anymore. It also makes her become oblivious what exactly makes her happy. She's 21 when she first attempted suicide, through a bottle of sleeping pills. She believed that her hometown - Amsterdam - is the best place to do it for the sole reason of getting away from paparazzis. Just when she's about to take the pills, her manager called her for another project - to be the main cast of the most anticipated TV series derived from a bestselling novel. She took it as a "sign" to continue living her life, and a "hope" that her life would get better. In searching for the answer for the biggest question of her life, she was also able to search for her soul - in a place where she wasn't expecting to wake up, and in a different body - which is the most mysterious thing that happened in her life. A romance mystery novel about finding yourself in the most unexpected way. Disclaimer: This story is rated mature based on Wattpad Content Guidelines, as it contains self-harm themes or scenes. Mature stories are intended for an audience that is 17 and up.
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