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"So you can be with somebody but I can't, I'm just supposed to stand by and watch you be happy while I'm here with our kids, I need love too Damian" He sighs running a hand down his face as tears stream down mine. " who says I'm happy Ashanti, everytime I see you with him I'm jealous, everytime you flirt with that nigga I'm jealous, every time you smile and laugh because of him I'm jealous, everytime the girls mention him I'm jealous, you don't know how much it hurts when they talk about him, you know why I'm with somebody else in the first place, because I don't want feel alone anymore, and that's because of you and I hate you for that, I hate you for making me care, I hate you for brightening my day, I hate you for making me soft, I hate you for making me love you " he rants looking at me. I look a him through the rain feeling my tears stop. He looks at me waiting for me to reply but I bite my tongue not wanting to admit my feelings just yet. "you know what forget I even said anything, we can go back to our robotic ass lives, I'm stupid for even thinking you cared" he says shaking his head starting to walk off. I stand there as the urge to hold back finally just explodes. "I hate you....for making me love you too"