Clary and Jace have been together for 2 years now. When Jace starts considering proposing, weird things happen. Jace starts hallucinating and sees things that aren't actually there, and people who aren't who they appear to be. How far will these hallucinations take him? Will he hurt the ones he loves? One line stuck in Jace's head: that to love is to destroy, and to be loved is to be the one destroyed.