WORDS OF MESS

Though the words used are not good but i think it will leave a mark on your heart. Its's just a feeling everyone feels but described in my way, hope you all like it!
The work is a piece of poem which states or you can say describes the tug of war between heart and mind.
Which also describes the way she looks! what she is to me?
There is a small piece or art in first verse i wish you all will find it out and understand it.