prologue

What hurt more then cuts you giving me is that i still love you even if i am just for fun.
One day my feelings will explode and i will tell you everything even if it will not change anything.
I want you to feel like i do.
What if they found out? Are you will kick me like ball in my heart.
I can't call you mine but i still have you.
You are mine pain and you are mine pleasure.