Living with my crush

About 99.9% of the moment he will know whatever I will be doing and I mean I like it but the fact that Eli is my boyfriend now, uh, this is horrible. Completely wrong. I mean my mom says that "everything happens for a reason" but this is totally wrong. What is Eli going to think? That the most popular guy in school [who  I secretly had a crush on ] is living with me because my mom decided to get re-married. I'm not angry with my mom or disappointed like regular teenagers would but..........it's just Drew, it had to be Drew!