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Intoxicated [inˈtäksəkāt] verb: of alcoholic drink or a drug that causes someone to lose control of their faculties or behavior
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This wasn't like anything before, it couldn't be, and at the same time this wasn't healthy for me nor him but I couldn't help it, I couldn't help his existence of pure perfection, his plumped lips and sharp jawline, no one was capable of being a better manipulator than he, and my every nerve ached for him.