What is life?

So this is life? The sounds of laughter and tortured screams. Pleasure from pain, sighed with saddness. Face-to-face with regrets. Shadows fall over my heart. I never really feel a thing. There must be something wrong. I used to live in the darkness. Life had taken a terrible turn but death had changed into something greater. Its got me dancing in the dark. Death saw the good in me. My soul screams to let go. I am stuck here for eternity. Shocked... I failed.