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I'd never thought this would happen. Having no feeling at all. Not even the numbness I have is a feeling anymore. Its merely just a phase. Because soon, I will have absolute nothing to live for, no family or friends or enemies to hunt and hurt. I'll have nothing. Just like I have no map to the maze in my head. "Its just impulses" they say to me, while I sit in their blank room, listening to their blank opinions and seeing their blank faces. Not even the most complicated art is something to me. Its just blank. My head is a series of phases and impulses if we want to get technical. That word itself just makes me have a sudden impulse. But that will have to wait. Impulses are just our brain's way of saying that our mind is about to take over, and you might think that your mind and brain is the same bit quite frankly, they are different. The brain stores your memories and emotions. It contacts different parts of your body every single second, like right now as I write this. The mind, however, is a very dark place to adventure in. Even if your innocent and sweet because one day, that naive mind will become a sinner. We all are destined to die, and we are all destined to sin. Children sin by stealing a piece of candy from the jar, or maybe by not listening to their parents when asked to clean their room. No matter the age, we sin at one point and we keep doing it like its a drug. My point is, why does the mind have to be such a great of a thing when all it does is send impulses?
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