Its Always There

Lexi was the popular one.
Pretty, a perfect weight, perfect life. Until her mom commits suicide and its all her fault(or so she thinks) . Lexi has a numerous amount of guilt in her and seems to not know how to control it. She's thinking of death.
Until a mysterious boy comes along. Somehow, when she gets to know him, she feels like she can open up to him. She thinks she's falling head over heels for him. But her secrets...will she be able to fully let go?

Or is it always there?