Part one

Phoenix Weather should be able to maintain peace and happiness. He's got a good family, good friends, good grades, and a good arm that's going to provide him his future. But through all the various stages of his life, he can't help feeling like he's drowning like a paper swan in a murky lake. Mental health and sexuality makes all his achievements seem like a lucky guess. But through it all, he has to learn how to take of himself and how to let others take care of him too.

Phoenix used to think that the instruction manual of life was paper-thin. Simple. But day by day, it gets thicker and thicker.

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