Behind the truth

I'm lost.
Totally lost.
Help me.
......please.
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To remember some details:
1.This is not a fanatic! I repeat, this is not a fanatic! This is OC!
2.I'm not native English speaker, so don't doubt about my English. XD
3.Untimed update!

Your comments can make my story better.
Hope you enjoy your reading.(Smile.)