Wings Of Turbulence

I had this dream five months ago; now it feels like I had it forever. I was in the woods - lost, I didn't know where I was going but I just knew I must keep on going. That's when I found him he was laying face first on the ground in a pool of his own blood. Regardless of what I saw I was certain that he wouldn't leave me - not like that; he promised me forever, we fantasized about our future he wouldn't leave no! But there was this one night - the night before the accident - I saw the same dream this time a shadow appeared guiding me out. What was that? The shadow wanted me to leave him behind and move on .. But could I do that? Could I move on? Could I .. love again? Most importantly how could I do all of that with him still around?