The beginning of my pain

This story is about how i grew up in life. i want to share my story with the rest of the world. everything that you're about to read is based on a real story. My story. I didn't grew up like the others. i know my pain isn't comparable with the kids who are starving, suffering, etc... but i have to share my pain so you can understand me who i am and what i feel.
(Short notice. English isn't my native language. so please no hate on my grammar ( /•~•)/ )