Chapter 1

"I love you so much that i would do anything to be able to see your smile all the time or at least catch a small glimpse of your smile." I smiled as i saw his green eyes, pale skin and his hair that i always feel like touching because it looks so smooth and perfect in any way. But what catches my attention more is his smile it can knock any girl from their feet. Just by him smiling at me i feel like kissing every inch of his body,his six pack to his perfect round- OK so you got the point lets keep it PG-13 I felt the tears springing to my eyes ready to come out if they needed to, which they hopefully wouldn't because then he would think it was what he said. but it could never be what he said he makes me actually feel loved and appreciated not like my father that makes me feel like a useless ugly whore. I then just realized that I've never told him that I've loved him back. A voice in my head said 'Well then now your first time. Tell him how much you love him and even his beautiful smile you wish you could see every morning as you wake up. "I- I felt the hugest pain in my chest as if something was sitting on it, causing me to try and fight for breath gasping and gasping waiting for the air to fill my lungs. But instead i was welcomed by the all to familiar black darkness that soon endfulged me but instead of welcoming it i wanted to get rid of it i wanted to be able to see him again the first and last love that will ever come to be.