chapter 1

hello there, my name is Nina Giavianni Saitlauren my life was a perfect life, clothes, boyfriend, friends, family.
I had it all,
I devoted myself to dancing my life away, I danced until my toes bleed through my shoes, i danced cause i found solance in the music and how captivated every piece of skin that moved to its rythm, i danced cause I was the best, and I wanted to be the best and remain that way, this is not a story of how dementia cursed me through my years as I was hunted by music and my very own demons, am was not the perfect doll you migh imangine, I was the darkness in the light, the demon in your night, this is the story of how I killed my self and its consequences.