F.Y.I

"you need to die in order for you to survive Kira"

this are the last words my grandmother had spoken to me before i am plunged into an unending void of darkness.

i never struggle i just peacefully closed my eyes and accept death. i finally reach my limit. my weak heart finally succumb to rest. i have no regrets, i knew a long time ago that i will die young. there is no linger feeling in my heart, there are no what ifs in my mind on the contrary i am happy that i am leaving this world knowing that I WAS NEVER ALONE. THAT AFTER ALMOST SIXTEEN YEARS OF LONELY EXISTENCE, I TOO HAVE A FAMILY AFTER ALL.