Last day of summer break

I was going to do it!
"Now or never! If I don't jump I will suffer for the rest of my life and I don't want that! I don't want to see anyone! I hate them.. I hate myself I hate my life I hate everything in this life!"
I was crying my heart out not because app of those purple marks on my body and the blood dripping from my hand, but because I hate everything about me, my life and everything around me. I was done with dealing with school home a-and... breathing...