The unspoken thoughts of a mother throughout her journey as a reseacher. Being different form the others also take her to a journey of her own. Life as a researcher is not just about seeking knowledge, we are seeking answers to the question we have been asking in our life: the purpose of living. "I'm not just a researcher, I'm a seeker" is a collection of thoughts by the author throughout her journey in finishing her studies. Read only if you are ready, it will crack your mind.